Ramblings Of A Legend

Hello My Peoples..Letter From Atop The 53rd Plane..People Of The Land..Run Free From Illusion.For you shall be sucked into the mental mud bath of misinformation and stupidity..Destroy all pillars of rouge and beware the minions from hell that rise from the Ash of Authrous..Time Is From The Septor Of Lite..As The Evening Fades Into Night..He Who Walks Among The Undead Which Is Not Of The Undead But In Source.. Theory.Is Not The Relativistically Of Sanity..The Reasons Of Madness..Lol.. Understanding Logic Is Unconceivable For Those Of The Unconceivable..The Less Unfortunate Lew That Have Flown In From The Deeps Of Doom...........................

Find It..

Evil Becomes The Sinner That Wages War Upon The Souls Of The Homeless..Devouring Children Countless Bodies Screaming In Agony..Utter Oblivion Nothing But Nothingness..Total Chaos An Destruction..Find A Way Out Or Perish At Your Own Hand From Suicidal Ideation An Twisted Delusions Of Superior Mental Agility..This Is A Report From Depths Unknown Man....

Lucid Dreaming

I've been having intense dreams since I was young..I've seen my own funeral, been shot over 70 times and walked away from it..fallin off the empire state building..(got up and walked away)..but none of those dreams compare to my lucid dreams...Those are the dreams when your awake and aware of all that is going on..Being that I've been having dreams for as long as I can remember ..I've gained the ability to manipulate my dreams to some extent..Normally what happens is I'll lay down and go right into it..I'll normally start off seeing visuals behind my eyes..shapes bouncing around..concentrated thougts of twisted faces and off colors..then my senses highten sound and touch mainly..I feel as if I feel my own soul( if you can understand that)..Most of these dreams aren't too happy, because I believe that's when your most susceptible to "negative vibes"if you will( your defensed are down) It's wild because most of the time..I'm in my room where I'm sleeping and I can c the whole room as it is when I'm awake and ( It's like looking thru closed eyez) ..I can go into deeper detail..But I'll save that for the next disscusion..What about you? How are your dreams?

Your riding a bicycle..It's not a car!!!

I can't be the only person that can't stand..PEOPLE riding bicycles down the street like its a $%ing car! Example..Your driving down your favorite blvd, your behind an suv, u cut on your blinker to get in the left turning land..and who is up a freaking head..That's right you guessed it..A Freakin dude on a bicycle..That kills me!! ...Or when traffic is crazy as "All out" and u got this lady on a little 10 speed bike..with headphones on and groceries in one arm and a purse on the other...COMMMEEEE ONN!!! People..I don't mind u riding a bike..hey, I usta ride on..But use a freakin side walk..That is what they are their for...The road is not your own personal daytona..it's not the cyclist circuit..it is for cars and don't even get me started on "MOPEDS"..zippin all around..But that's another disscusion...You gotta feel me!! Who's with me?

You can buy all the ....in the world but you cant' by this....!

You can have all the money in the world ..but the one thing you can't by is TIME!!!!! ..So why do we get so caught up wasting our TIME on material items when we recklessly spend our most valuable resource?

Who has the best French Fries?

McDonalds hands down!! Bojangles close second and Popeye's a decent third...How about u?

Now this one may be a little touchy for some, but this is coming from someone that has seen up close and personal the bad side of this decision in my line of work..So I'm not just some guy rambling off at the bit...Here we go...Ready?..When pregnant women go to the doctor he may tell them that they might possibly give birth to a child that is severly deformed or have downs or something that will tremendously affect their childs well being..(I'm sure u all have heard of incidensts like that occuring all over) Now my question for you is..Do you think that if the lady chooses to go ahead with the pregnancy(because she wants to believe so badly that the kid will have a fighting chance)and carries it full term all the way to the delivery room and the child comes out as damaged or worse than the doctor presumed...Should SHE,THE DOCTOR,and WHOEVER is directly linked to the child all have the CHOICE TO Terminate the child after it's born (right there in the hospital)???Being that we all know how hard it is to make it in the world and["were suppossed to be the normal ones;)"]have a tough enough time surviving with all our limbs and cognitive processes in order...I don't believe I would want to make a child go thru that..knowing they'll be confined to a bed, in a fixed fetal position,they'll never have a date,first day of school,first girl/boyfriend,kids,leave home....and the strain and damage that can occur when a family has to shift their whole system to accomodate such a huge responsiblity..A lot of times the family alread has 2 and 3 kids..and one car....You know how it is...And what has happened to a lot of these children (not all), but a lot of them ..end up being neglected, mistreated and turned over to state or a care facility when the family decides they no longer want to deal or can continue dealing with guilt..etc...So knowing all that as I know u do...Do you think women should have the option to kill thier newborn baby in the delivery room? (with medical methods of course)

DVD BURNERS, CD BURNERS,,THEY ALREADY KNEW.....

When they came with the dvd and cd burners they knew people would copy the disks for profit!!! You know they did..if peopole were already doing it ..without their consent..and they probably figured they myswell get a piece of the pie it seems..Not one person in here hasn't seen, bought or copied something that came from an original for little or no cost..(AM I RIGHT?) Of course everyone was affected..Movie sales, Music artist (independent and commercial)..etc.. in a way, it made created another market and has made tons of money..for the little man(that's us) and the people who already had Money coming out the%^&..EVEN MORE MONEY!! so I ask u don't u think they already knew what they were doing?

Why do we keep doing wrong when we know it's not right?

We are all guilty of habits,life styles and decisions we carry out everyday that we know are wrong..But being that we continue to do so like were..Invincible..One day what's in the dark will come to the light..Watch people scatter like roaches when the lights come on;) So are u gonna keep doing what u feel in your heart you shouldn't be doing?

Trust is a powerful thing...Isn't it?

When u give someone true unfiltered trust your giving them the keys to your car, your house, your LIFE!! You have to be sure who u let in..Not every one is who they say they are...Trust can take u to Ecstasy or HeL..Who do u trust and why?

I always tell people.."I trust u to be who u are"..meaning if you show me ur a thief,liar,friend,manipulator,sincere individual..etc..than that's all I expect u to be:)

Why do people overdo it during the holidays?

We know...We know..Everyone relieves stress or celebrates in one chemical way or the other..Wheter drinking or illegal..Now my question is...Why do we tend to take that extra drink we don't need or even roll that extra (cigarette) during the holiday season..Thus, messing our self up to the point..you can forget about tomorrow..That's when u also have a lot of accidents..Now all year..you never drank and drove, but whatever you got in ur system has u thinking that all those cop cars on the road for the holidays won't stop you..It's Crazy!!! So why do we overdo it?

Guess what the Salvation Army does with the stuff they don't sell!!!

All those raggedy clothes and appliances you bring in that u know don't work and clothes with holes in em..etc..they bail..they box em up and sell them to 3rd world distributors..That tv with the blimp in the screen they cut the cords on them..toasters,toys,keyboards missing keys,..if they can't make a dollar they destroy it..couches_they cut holes in the fabric...And the reason behind it..is "If we can't make any money off of it or use it...we don't want anyone else to profit from it" Messed up isn't it!! I know they don't want people diggin thru their trash, but Hey aren't u supposed to be helping people..Oh I guess their only worthwhile if you can profit from their misfortunes:(

Morning After Pill..No longer behind the counter?

I saw this thing on the news the other day about some states making the pill as accesible as tylenol..Now that's cool in a sense..We have all had those "Wild Nights", but don't u think that is promoting adult behavior without responsibility? Like hey..Kids go have adult relations and get the pill in the morning on your way to school..Now that's Wild!!! What do u think?

Cremation or Burial?

Death is something we all are gonna face...Sooner than we may know..Have u decided which way u wanna take your final ride..Is it in a coffin (lined with frills and flowers) or a vase, baseball collection box, or can?

My mom tells me she wants to be cremated..The reason..she doesnt' want a bunch of people that never cared enough about her while she is living to give a flip to be at her funeral acting like "they loved her so much" I can't blame her..

Me..I don't really care, because..I'll be on another cloud..doing bigger things..

How do u wanna R.I.P?

Why don't u cut it all off?

How many of us have seen people losing their hair..It's a known fact nothing last forever..But..Fellas!! When some of us start losing our hair..We do the right thing and cut it all off..But a few of us..hang on to it a little longer than we should..You know who I'm talking about:) Cut it off...Man Let it Go...Now..if u don't wanna cut it ..Give us 1 reason why? Can u? I know the ladies can't cut their hair if it's thining because it really defines who they are in a sense of self-esteem..So we can't knock them..But Fellas!! What's Up with the Hair?

Plasma Donors( Would u do it)?

Every morning on my way to work..I pass up this Dci biologicals building about 5 minutes from Ecu and there is always a line of about 15 to 20 people outside waiting to go in...And the people in line don't look like people I would even really want to share a bag of chips with ..let alone a clinic where I'd be getting pierced with a needle(exposing me to a types of diseases ..etc..)So I hear when they extract plasma it's different then a regular blood donation..I heard they take the plasma out of ur blood and cycle your blood back in your body...NO THANKS!!! Even though they pay for this ..I don't think it's worth it..What about u? Would u do it?

WalMart!!!!!!!!(Why do they only have 1 line open)?

How many times have u run into the(Got All,Spend One Extra Dollar,Whatever u don't need and more that u will buy store) to buy 1 or 2 things and find that they only have 1 lane out of 30 or more open for buisness..So u gotta wait for like 20 people to buy cart loads of ish and only get up to the front to find out..that the items u picked up don't have a price!!! What!!! YOU FEEL ME! Can anybody tell me why they only have 1 line going when it's packed to capacity?

What's stopping you from murder?

Now that's interesting...We all have the urge at one time or another..but we have the ability to surpress this emotion ..unlike..The people u c posted on the channel 9 news..But What keeps u from going over the edge..For Me..I wanna go to heaven when I die..So I'm not tryna mess that up..But if it wasn't for my faith in God..Then..I wouldn't want to get on my bad side..:) What about u?

Morbid Obesity (What the #%ck?)

Now unless u have a medical condition that causes u to gain massive amounts of weight..People know how they get that big..I'm not knockin anyone for their size..because we are all God's creatures and beautiful.but if your one of these people that are Blown Outta Porportion and mad at the world for the way u look(and got there by sitting in front of the tv and eating 2 pizzas and a ham sandwich) then..I ask u what are u so mad about?..Did we make u eat that extra slice of pie..Did I force u to sit at Golden Corral and eat all the mashed potatoes u could get down?..Nope ..I don't think I did..The people I respect are those that accept responsiblity for their own actions..If your 600 pds and u enjoy eating..then hey..Get Right..Eat the whole box of ice cream..save me a scoop:)...you know that's just how I feel..There's nothing worse than seeing 500 pd lady eating a freakin salad and drinking a mineral water..I'm like " Now u know! that is not gonna cut it" Go get that double cheese from Burger King and enjoy ur self..Don't go crying in your room and hiding m&m's under your bed..Feel Me..People should accept themselves ..because if you don't how can u expect people to respect you..when u run and hide when someone gives u a look of curiosity? Be yourself..That's all I ask..You Feel Me!

Books are an infinite source of knowledge..Good and Bad;)

Everyone hear has picked up a book or two and found that it has opened them up to a thought or experience that they have would have never even concieved..So u have to be careful what u open urself up to..I enjoy reading books on topics..I'm curious about..but every now and then my curiosity will lead me to pick up something..that I probably shouldn't and there it goes lodging it self in my (brain, ideas) So what kind of books have u read that opened you to different ideas that u would have never thought of? And was the outcome good or bad?

Is That Paypal Thing For REal?

Have you guys heard about that list of emails u make and send to people..and have them add their name to the list while adding a dollar to everyones name on the list with paypal..It's supposed to make a money tree of sorts (because your supposed to post it 200 or so times)and when it gets back to the top your suppossed to have like 40,000 or something...I've been hearing someone went on Oprah and proved it to be true and told people how to replicate it and it's suppossed to be sure fire..Has any one heard that? It sounds like it'll work if you start it with people u know..What do u think?

God doesn't make mistakes! (regarding EVERYONE able or disable

Alright..Yall probably like..here he goes off the deep end..no I'm not..and If I am ..I've got one of those orange life jackets and a 100 ft yacht with a speed boat attacted to the back as a reserve and all the fuel in the world..Now..God doesn't make mistakes! Do I have to say it again..as u all know I work with the mentallly challeged..There is nothing wrong with Johnny, Sarah, Becky, Tyrone, Bruce, Ping, or Aleshia..float with me for a sec..Out of all the people you've known. Have u seen them for 365 dys a yr 24 7 ..NO..There are times when they are not present..so how do u know they even exisit? U cant' c wind, but u see the tree blow..let that marinate for a sec.. I'ma even bring it down to a child's level for those that missed the last one..(no offense) U can't c the blood flowing thru ur body, but u know it's there! NOw..this is where some of us might part ways..If u believe u have a soul..Stand Up! not literally but u know..what I'm saying- now talking to the people still on this yacht..When people die they are still alive in are memories as well as the living! Because you remember the soul of that person their essence..that's what u love and find interesting about them..Nothing physical..Sam smiled at u and made ur heart melt..Bruce smiled too, but it didn't have the same effect..so it couldn't have been the smile..Feel Me..So whether or not we c them they are with us in our thoughts and minds living or not..right? Now..as for my original statement..now that ur warmed up:) When we are born we have a soul..U believe that ..then read on..who gave u that soul? Now the body is just the physical form we have to encase our souls in while we are here..Still with me? So If I go out there and lose a leg in a car accident..my flesh is gone, but my soul remains! So if you or a loved one is born without arms ...isn't able to communicate with voice and terms we understand..They still have a soul...the soul isn't missing a leg..the soul..doesn't have a obsessive compulsive disorder..their soul is the same as ours..we are all in this boat(I woulda used another word, but u know how the censors work)together..One and the same..now I could take probably every line I just said and elaborate on everyone..but each is entitled to it's own discussion in time..So Love your child, ur mom, your uncle, best friend..with no reserve, because that body could be yours or might be..or someone not even hear yet could come into your life and become that memorable person that has a positive impact on you! And remember the flesh is just something in which our soul resides..so what does that mean..take care of it;)

What Do You Think THe Perfect Murder Weapon Would B?

This has got to be the number one murder weapon..it gets rid of it's own evidence..What is the mysterious weapon u ask..you ready..you ready..


Ice! If u mold an icicle in the freezer into a point..It will be sharp enough to pierce..then if you stab someone in the neck..The heat from there body will melt it in no time..and the water..will evaporate..or you can use just about anything to get the water up..if your worried about it(just don't use anything that can be traced back to you) ..but the whole thing is no weapon to discard..no finger prints..no nothing..What about u what do you think would be the best weapon?

Spiritual Growth?

I have been in a lot of religious converstations lately and I have come to some interesting conclusions..as far as spiritual growth..The majority of driving forces in our life are not doing anything for our soul..for instance..I love music listen and die by it..this is pleasing to my ear..part of my flesh..I have a fridge full of food..this is filling the void in my stomach ...my flesh..I have a soft bed that rest my flesh..I listen to music 24 7 this is pleasing to my ear..my flesh..I smoke an occasional black and mild..this is pleasing to the flesh..with me so far? I watch various shows on tv..Csi, Nip Tuck, Dog, Cops these are appealing to my eye ..my flesh, and mind..u see where I'm going with this..now when we bombard our flesh and minds with these images we get thoughts and urges..these are sometimes acted upon or left to play out fantasies in our minds..Now..I could go deeper into that, but I believe you got the just of it..so now..Outta all the hamburgers, milk, tv, music I've played and listened to ..how many have added to my spiritual growth? Thinking about it few if any..our body and mind acts as a filter to the soul..so if the majority of our wishes and desires are to please our bodies and minds what does it do for our soul? The soul is neglected if it is nurished at all..I have a bible..u know where it's at? In my room on the dresser..How many times have I picked it up? (not many) now just reading a bible..doesn't always build up your spiritual growth..because the messages I try to receive have to pass thru my flesh and mind and if they are clogged with all of the worldly illusions I believe in and follow daily..how can I recieve the full message? If I were to strip my house and only leave things in here that nourished my soul..I wouldn't have anything in here but the bible..and u know it's not just me;) Going to church everyday doesn't mean one thing..because you can have a relationship with God anywhere..so it's not a question of faith..This is simply stating that we eat things to strengthin our bodys and read books to learn more knowledge about how to be succesful in the world..but more than likely the soul we have when we are born ..is still in a child-like form..at least for me ..I'll say..that with me my soul is probably 15yrs old when it should be 27..u feel me..there are so many different elements I want to bring up..but I don't wanna lose u..U hear of people fasting..depriving their bodies and minds of these things that do not nurish the soul(other than water)..and a lot of them say that when they do this their spiritual senses are much stronger than they would be had they not in a sense killed the flesh to restore some sense of cleanliness to be able to receive spiritual nourishment..There is really no end to this discussion because I would be typing for ever..so I ask. Why do we deprive our souls of food? Why do we not lift spiritual weights in a sense? etc..We know why, but for how long are we gonna do it?

Knowing that smoking kills...Why do u keep smoking?

If we know that smoking can take us out of the game ..a little earlier than we expect..Why do u continue to do it? Me, I smoke black and milds everynow and then..I'm not gonna say I have an addiction, but I will say that I enjoy smoking at times...
I like the whole process of loosening the tobacoo and getting out my zippo and the methodical way I inhale and exhale..(crazy huh?)
Besides it works as a screensaver...If your just standing around waiting on the bus..you can sit there and twiddle your thumbs,play with your hair..or kick back ..lean up against a wall and light up your smoke.
Why do u smoke?

Do You Believe In Abortion???

I think the choice should be up to the woman or girl..If you can't take care of yourself..how can u expect to take care of a kid..People wanna believe there aren't any accidents..I'ma tell you right now, if u have a child without a consensual discussion..it's an accident! True, people know the potential results of their actions,before they engage in these activites..But who doesn't make mistakes...Also, look at it like this..If a woman gets shall we say (handled) why shouldn't she be able to get one if she is gonna have horrible memories attached to that child everytime she sees it?..Or you go to the club meet some girl/guy and u two have one night of passion(throwing caution in the wind) should a child have to grow up in an environment where it's not wanted?...Also, look at the kids that have to grow up in adopiton agencies..waiting for someone to look them over and decide if they wanna take them home..U wanna put a kid thru that come on:( Everyone makes mistakes..but as long as we learn from them..then I believe it's okay..So to make both sides happy..we can come to an agreement..Let's say 2 abortions for per woman..If you don't learn from the first..your given the benefit of the doubt..If you do it again, you should be ashamed of yourself or have good reason(i.e. handled..against will)..But if you do it a 3rd time...Break out the Pampers..because you are now the ready or not mother and father of a unmistakable pregnancy:)
What do u think?